every time I talk to my sisters boyfriend, I feel a little bit smarter.

He makes me take a stand on something, and defend it.

And though I absolutely dislike arguing, I learn a little about myself every time I talk to him.

I realize how much I really care about something. Or how much I need to study up on something.

We started talking about the beatles, and moved on to how different people think differently. 

He’s a logical fellow, while I’m based more on emotion.

So our personalities tend to clash. A lot.

We argue every time we see each other, but always end up talking it out before someone ends up doing something really stupid.

I mean, I’ve been to the point where I’ve absolutely hated him more than anyone else. But every time I end up forgiving him.

Actually, the first six months I knew him I hated him. 

Usually, I have a legit reason to be pissed, but I always point out what he did wrong, show him why it was wrong, and then he apologizes.

But I don’t know. I don’t see anything more in him than a friend. I’d like to classify that right now. Even if I did like him, it would never, ever, work. We’d end up killing one another. Also, Steph seems pretty infatuated with him. Which is all as well I suppose.

I could never be with someone like him. He’s too closed minded. He doesn’t accept things he doesn’t get, and refuses to look at things from other perspectives.

I hate to put classifiers on what kind of guy I’ll end up with, but I know he won’t be anything like Josh.