It leads to me feeling lonely.

And then I think, really, who is there?

I mean, I’ve got a few people around to talk to.

But mainly, its just me.

I’m alone. 

No one to run to.

No boy to call my own.

I know, being angsty and annoying is stupid.

But really, why am I still alone? 

I’ve been told I’m funny, smart, and I’d be a great catch for a boy.

Yet, there’s no one.

Is my appearance really that bad? 

I wish I could get an honest, non-bias opinion on that from someone.

But you can’t just walk up to a stranger and ask, and everyone I know would care about me too much to be honest.

I just don’t know what’s wrong.

I just need to stop eating. Too bad I don’t even have the will power to do that.

GAH. I’m so incredibly depressing right now. I need to stop.