December 2011
3 posts
So.
Alone in my house.
I felt like drinking.
Went to find something.
Turns out parents packed all of it and its either in a box or in Georgia right now.
Probably for the best.
In depressive mood.
Shouldn’t be drinking.
Funny though, seeing as its the ONLY time I’ve had the compulsion to do that.
Ha.
Had it explained to me in VERY clear terms today that he’s not into me.
Wow.
Uhm.
That’s good though.
Uhm.
Gonna try to sleep now.
While me brain fights with itself.
Yep.
Falling for one of your best friends?
Probably not the best move I’ve made.
CRAP.
I’ve been threw this with the same stupid boy so many times.
I’ve got to stop it before it starts again.
So tired of nothing ever coming of it.
Let’s just stay friends.
We’re happy and fun and its awesome.
Not going to let my brain ruin this again.