I'm too tired to play pretend.

Yup.

Conversation I had today, summed up.

M: “What’s the point in liking someone who will never like me back?”

J: “Why do you think he won’t like you back?”

M: “Well…uhm…he won’t.”

J: “Why?”

M: “Because all the other girls he’s surrounded with are uhm…”

J: “You’re gonna say they’re prettier than you aren’t you?”

M: “They are though.They really are.”

J: “That’s really girl stereotypical.”

M: “Yeah. I know.”

Things I probably shouldn’t be talking about with my boss, but I do anyway.

YUP. THIS IS MY LIFE.

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I wouldn’t say I’m in love. But some feelings have been stirring lately. Stupid Jerry, you just had to put those thoughts in my head again, didn’t you?

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So.

Alone in my house.

I felt like drinking.

Went to find something.

Turns out parents packed all of it and its either in a box or in Georgia right now.

Probably for the best.

In depressive mood.

Shouldn’t be drinking.

Funny though, seeing as its the ONLY time I’ve had the compulsion to do that.

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Ha.

Had it explained to me in VERY clear terms today that he’s not into me.

Wow.

Uhm.

That’s good though.

Uhm.

Gonna try to sleep now.

While me brain fights with itself.

Yep.

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Falling for one of your best friends?

Probably not the best move I’ve made.

CRAP.

I’ve been threw this with the same stupid boy so many times.

I’ve got to stop it before it starts again.

So tired of nothing ever coming of it.

Let’s just stay friends.

We’re happy and fun and its awesome.

Not going to let my brain ruin this again.

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Everyone tells me

that I’ll find love.

That some guy will come by and sweep my off my feet.

That I’m too awesome to be alone forever.

But, seriously.

I’ve NEVER had a boyfriend.

There’s no one around that wants me.

My life blows.

I know I don’t need a boy to be happy.

But it’d be nice to have someone by my side.

:/

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Why should you control everything?

You tell him what to do.

You are so demanding.

You’re rude to me.

Selfish.

I don’t understand.

Why does he want to be with you?

You aren’t right for him.

You aren’t.

I wish you’d just leave him alone.

You’re changing him, but its not for the best.

Now he’s leaving us. Moving hundreds of miles away.

This is ridiculous.

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